tujuh

kepenatan
ke-cranky-an
silence
tears
nervous
heat
complaint
envy
unfairness
pain
shame
trouble
dissapoinment
addiction
boredom
shits

(?)

as human beings..

how bad can we be when comes the day we need to be totally out of control until a mama's boy or girl could turn into a dangerous freak??

how childish can we act when we face a rude 8 years old boy who cursed to a stranger??

how sick can we feel when all the hopes and promises from the one we truly love turned out to be plain goddamn lies??

i wonder how..

sobsobsob

kne fikir pasal org lain.
i tried to do so.
kdg2 smpai diri sendiri susah.
tp sume bnde boleh ejaz ape..
well,maybe not all d time but most of d time.
why?
coz i knew karma does exist.
allah nampak,allah dgr,allah tahu,allah perhati.
allah boleh bayar cash anytime kalo die nak coz die yang maha kaye.
im a no gud.
but it doesnt make u better.
my house is a single storey with only 3 bedrooms and in it a chaotic family but we do no harm to others.
im sure i had swallowed everything.
i wonder how ur face covered with my spit.

enam

i picked em all one by one

some are heavy some are lighter but all of it brings misery

i picked em all wit my bare hand

so i cud feel the satisfaction on my skin

i bottled em up,now its well packed then i tightened up the cover

no one will open it ever

to the deepest sea it will go,forever u will go

all of my sorrows

lime

i was waiting for u..

i was alone..at home..

first i saw the sun..

it shines but it was sad..

then came the rain..

as if the cloud is cryin..

the wind blew..lazily..

as lazy as it can be..

i saw the tree shaking..

side to side..left to right..

still, u are out of sight..

and now the night is dropping by..

with the moon and the stars in the sky..

the moon is gloom..

the stars are gloomer..

i'm still waiting for u..

i wonder when u will be here.. 

~ sigh ~

empat

i'm sending u kisses from my heart

must u know dat nothing cud tear us apart

the distance is never too far

i'll hitch a ride on a comet to get to where u are

a glance then a poke then a hi then a date then a kiss

dat kiss from u which have made me melt

in a heartbeat i knew for better

forever there is no other

u are one in a million of dat i'm sure

tige

do u remember the time when we were still together?

u eat when i eat, sleep when i sleep, cry when i cry and laugh when i laugh..

though u're not wit me anymore..

in my heart, my mind, my memories - u remain..

the best partner i ever had..

the greatest love i ever felt..

do u remember the time when we were still together?

how we used to be one..

no matter what we had infront..

along the way - together we run..

hik3..i had fun :)

i promise u i'll be better..

i promise u i'll be good..

i promise u i'll miss u forever..

n i promise u we will meet again anytime soon..